Tuesday, August 21, 2007
XUANHUI!!!did you reliase that we are like getting better and better!!i think so and i think is dame bloody better and good! looking around our 8 girls wad had happened!i really thanx eileen for giving us that talk lah!and now is our time to give them a helpin hand yah!!and i really LOVEs THE TIME NOW WE ARE HANGING TOGETHER LAH!!LOVEsYOU!
okay..from now onwards some of you see this you know who i hope you reallly see and think of it!SERIOUSLY
GIRLS!since last week i have been telling you guys!!dun walk or slack lah!!
i call you all and wad you reply"in toliet bbyeby!"end i didn't even manage to say a second sentence!
last week people came to me and say this"where are they?why still not here yet?"
then not long "where they go?" then "why they not practicing?"
all is why WHY WHY!! all i can do is to say "oh they just now in toliet" THEN"i not sure was teaching juniors"
THEN"oh..i will tell them"
and i remember i told you guy when we going out together that dun always walk around or slack!
you told me"yes will not de we will practice"but wad i see now is not!1you say before will not
make me in a difficult position one!but i'm currently deeply in that situation!
saturday people ask me"how is they both?why like never come?need to be under the list?"
i say "hahas dun need i can handle..i will tell them de!"
today you all came late because late end school so i never say anything but i also say before that 3 is the the lastest time i can give!!well today you did come before 3 so yah great!!but i will say this now that 40 minutes is more then enough time for you all to talk and eat!!
today people ask me"why they not here yet?"i say"oh..late end lesson". .
THEN a later time"where are they?why still not back after the break?" i say"isit?i not sure mayby a while more will be back" THEN again i'm being asked"eh do you know your percussion people is still at the staircase there!" and wad more that person who told me is another section de leader!!who came to ava room to tell me!
then i walk out the first timE today to see how you guys are doing outside!
wad i see is opening is book studying while playing phone then i say this in a nice tone"eh.dun play le!!need to practice le!!cannot study cause co time cannot study too!!" i got one repliedmy stick spoiled" i say again in nice tone"need use haimei one causE she not around tooo i will tell her de!" got this replied"why she not around practicing too!!dun need change"
then you guys continue play So i just walk of!!
after the break that's when people ask me who you guys still not back and got inform that you where at staircase!
i was like open one eyes close one eyes continue teaching the juniors!
until about 5.44 i walk out have a talk with you guys telling you the do and don't i know you where very unhappy with itcause from the look of your face i knew it!!but wad choice do i have?this is difficult position!today is the THIRD day chance i given you guys!i need your help so i got more time settling those difficult tangle people!
seriouly.today i'm very not happy with you all after i have talk to you guy! i go in the room look outside not seeing you straight away practice but in a sense of showing unhappiness and attitude!wad can i say!! that time you all say no nothing to learn go also no use now one of you got 2 score to learn and one i get one score for you cause you say nothing for you go also no use!!but now wad!! got any difference?NO wad more can i say..if this carry on our relationship will be affected! i dun like scolding or saying you all i'm also very tired teaching the sec1 is hard work!yet you all still dissappointed me and make me in a difficult place where you promise me you would't!!!
i dun dare say is your fault..cause maybe i didn't make myself clear to you all is my fault!!
but all i can say is today i'm really very angry!! i dun know whether i see you all next time i will angry not even if its not co time! i dun even know whether i will a simple word"hello"cause i'm utterly dissappointed!
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